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28 July 2011

Birthday memories

Last year, on my birthday, I had my first ultrasound of Taylor.  I got to revel in the magic of knowing that my baby was 1/2 and inch big (WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW is all I can say to that)!  I saw a little blob (I honestly don't know how those ultrasound tech's can tell what's what sometimes) with a heart that was beating LIKE CRAZY!  It was one of THE coolest experiences I have ever had.  29 was definitely my best birthday! 

Yesterday, I turned 30.  There has been no rainbow baby, and as far as I can tell, there won't be.  I haven't been feeling well ever since October.  Well, really, since August 13, but the switch from sad about losing a baby to actually sick happened in October.  I've been making myself nuts for the last 11 1/2 months- whether it be about Taylor or about not feeling well.  

But, as a nice girl from work reminded me, "it may be an end to an era, but a new one is only beginning!"  THAT, my friends, is true!  And truly worth celebrating!  I'm 30 (holy cow!), but that's just a perfect excuse to close a book on my past and look forward to seeing what new things are in store for me.  I'm ready!