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16 October 2012

Their Names Are

Ryan strongly feels like Taylor is a girl; so her middle name is Elizabeth.  If we find out Taylor is a he when we get to heaven, his middle name will be Eli.  The second baby was a boy, and we've decided we like Tristan.  Since most of us have A middle names, we thought about A names we like, and I suggested Amir.  So now our 2 heaven babies have full names.

I love you, Taylor Elizabeth and Tristan Amir!

Scared Half to Death

Jessica Ridgeway.
What else is there to say?

A ten year old little precious baby walking to school, kidnapped, ultimately murdered, dismembered.  SICK. It absolutely BLOWS my mind that such a sick fuck could do this!!  And, unfortunately, it happened super close to home.  She was taken near Trent's school.  Found near where we live.  No suspects, no nothing.  I'm absolutely petrified to let my kids out of my sight. 

This person took a precious child not only from her mother and father and other family members, her friends, and her classmates, but also her community. 

And how could any parent in this community be anything BUT terrified?!

I hope she is resting in peace and the disgusting, demented individual who did this is caught soon.

I've been thinking (oh, boy)

Lately, I've been thinking, and I'm pretty sure that I'd like to have a baby.

That's all.

01 October 2012

Rude Announcement

I'm super freakin' sick of the cutsie "i'm having a baby" facebook announcements (in the form of "our kid is going to be a sibling", "dear baby, quit making me naseous", etc), and if i see another one anytime soon i'm going to scream, vomit, and/or stab myself. THERE. I said it.  Also, i hate each and every person who is stupid enough to announce it the second they find out to the whole stupid world because i just KNOW everything will be fine for them.  Not that i want things to go wrong for anyone, i just wish it could've gone right for me.  Also, to the dumbasses who have unfriended me due to links to my blog, IT'S NOT PERSONAL.  You've got a baby and you think i'm talking about you?! I'M NOT.  I'm talking to the world, which sometimes feels like it's piling up and shitting directly on me.  You think some of my posts are unpleasant to read for 5 minutes? Imagine living it every second of every day.