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15 December 2010

I Hate to Admit This

I just realized that 2 days ago marked 4 months since we learned our precious baby was not going to join us.  And I am ashamed to admit that I didn't even think of it on Monday.  : (  I knew the date (we had like 50 things going on), and it didn't even hit me.  What the hell is wrong with me?
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  1. JamieDecember 15, 2010 at 5:01 PM

    Alex - There's nothing wrong with you. It's okay to have days where you don't spend a lot of time thinking of your loss AND it's okay to have days where you do. Taylor knows she is loved.

    ((hugz))
    Jamie

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  2. Katharine (LauraKat81)December 15, 2010 at 5:58 PM

    I agree with Jamie. You know, I hardly ever think of the monthly anniversary. I know the dates for sure but for some reason I have never except maybe the first month actually thought about it each month on that day. Plus I suppose I never know which day to go with, the day I found out or the day of the D&C? I always felt like the D&C date was more final but I just never know which one. So maybe that is why I don't think of it.

    Either way, don't feel bad. A date is just a date. We know and Taylor knows that your love for that baby is ALWAYS there no matter the date.

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  3. AlexDecember 16, 2010 at 8:45 AM

    Thanks, ladies!
    Hope you're both doing well.
    <3

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